The blue days of mine. The collection of lyrics
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You're getting ready to fight
Against the dragon on the battlefield.
But you're just a human being.
You're just a human being.
August 2nd, 2023
Play
poem
There's a play about violence,
It reminds me of my bright blue days.
Don't expect kindness from the audience.
So many people, but an empty space.
Oh, that feeling of evil loneliness.
Well, they show it pretty well.
Life from holidays to other holidays
Is the main tragedy of today.
I'm playing a strange role in this play.
It wasn't seen and understood.
And I'll take off my mask one day.
But my intentions are not really good.
There's the purest evil in my eyes.
Good people think it's a delusion.
Well, there's always devil in disguise.
It's not exceptional, but usual.
2022
Enough is enough
song
[Verse 1]
It's been too painful for so, so long.
I think that I'm ready to lose my hope.
You say I'm a drama queen. Oh my God!
Even if I'm helpless, I can be bold.
[Chorus]
And I'm screaming as loud as I can.
You're making me, you're making me fail.
Apparently, you're proud of all this stuff.
But I'm telling ya enough is enough
I admit, this time is very, very tough.
But I repeat, bitch, I have had enough.
[Verse 2]
I don't want to continue all this fight.
I just want freedom and peace of mind.
Thank you that my heart is dead now.
And now I'm making, making a new vow.
[Chorus]
And I'm screaming as loud as I can.
You're making me, you're making me fail.
Apparently, you're proud of all this stuff.
But I'm telling ya enough is enough
I admit, this time is very, very tough.
But I repeat, bitch, I have had enough.
[Bridge]
My vow is that I will draw a new portrait.
And it will be based only on what you said.
I'll become a living moon of crimson blood.
And I'll let the rivers, let the rivers flood.
[Chorus]
And I'm screaming as loud as I can.
You're making me, you're making me fail.
Apparently, you're proud of all this stuff.
But I'm telling ya enough is enough
I admit, this time is very, very tough.
But I repeat, bitch, I have had enough.
[Post-chorus]
It's been too painful for so, so long.
I think that I've already lost my hope.
June 13th, 2024
Call me whatever you want
song
[Verse 1]
You can call me whatever you want.
You can use the most terrible word.
Won't take offense or shout anything worse.
This is an opinion, that's neither true nor false.
[Verse 2]
He can call me whoever he wants.
He can break me, my heart and my bones.
Won't cry outta pain or do anything worse.
This is an opinion, that's neither true nor false.
[Verse 3]
She can call me whatever she wants.
Can spread gossip at the speed of gunshots.
I won't deny or hate her or her words
This is an opinion and who said it was false?
[Verse 4]
They can call me whoever they want.
They can break me, my friends or my hope.
I won't be furious or take bloody revenge.
This is an opinion, neither malice nor rage.
[Verse 5]
I can call them whatever I want.
I can use the most terrible word,
I can break them, their bones and their minds.
But they'll say it's not an opinion, that's crime.
[Post-chorus]
It's not an opinion, that's crime.
It's not an opinion, that's crime.
That's crime.
August 15th, 2023
Drama
song
[Verse 1]
He said that my acting skills
Were at their best.
He said that he'd make my dreams
Come true without any tests.
I knew this affair was dangerous,
But I gave it a shot.
I calculated a lot of various
Escape routes and codes.
[Chorus]
You showed me another world.
I gave you my dishonest word.
An unfaithful wife and her faithful lover.
What a typical plot of a painful drama.
You showed me another world.
Scarlet blood on a white snow.
Betrayal, money, fame and karma.
What a typical plot of a painful drama.
[Verse 2]
You said I wasn't even close
To pretty and gifted Megan Fox.
But who knows, who really knows,
The films are quite similar (that's gross).
Here I am, here the snow,
But only one damn killer.
But everything you asked for
Is heating and painkillers.
[Chorus]
You showed me another world.
I gave you my dishonest word.
An unfaithful wife and her faithful lover.
What a typical plot of a painful drama.
You showed me another world.
A world of murder and money, so