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Who is Who?

A shilling life will give you all the facts: How Father beat him, how he ran away, What were the struggles of his youth, what acts Made him the greatest figure of his day Of how he fought, fished, hunted, worked all night, Though giddy, climbed new mountains; named a sea: Some of the last researchers even write Love made him weep his pints like you and me. With all his honours on, he sighed for one, Who, say astonished critics, lived at home; Did little jobs about the house with skill And nothing else; could whistle; would sit still Or potter round the garden; answered some Of his long marvelous letters but kept none

The Ship

All streets are brightly lit; our city is kept clean; Her Third-Class deal from greasy packs, her First bid high; Her beggars banished to the bows have never seen What can be done in state-rooms: no one asks why. Lovers are writing latters, athletes playing ball, One doubts the virtue, one the beauty of his wife, A boy's ambitious: perhaps the Captain hates us all; Someone perhaps is leading a civilised life. Slowly our Western culture in full pomp progresses Over the barren plains of the sea; somewhere ahead A septic East, odd fowl and flowers, odder dresses: Somewhere a strange and shrewd To-morrow goes to bed, Planning a test for men from Europe; no one guesses Who will be most ashamed, who richer, and who dead.

"O, Tell Me The Truth About Love"

Some say that love 's a little boy, And some say it's a bird, Some say it makes the world go round, And some say that's absurd, And when I asked the man next-door, Who looked as if he knew, His wife got very cross indeed, And said it wouldn't do. Does it look like a pair of pyjamas, Or the ham in a temperance hotel? Does its odour remind one of llamas, Or has it a comforting smell? Is it prickly to touch as a hedge is, Or soft as eiderdown fluff? Is it sharp or quite smooth at the edges? O tell me the truth about love. Our history books refer to it In cryptic little notes. It's quite a common topic on The Transatlantic boats; I've found the subject mentioned in Account of suicides, And even seen it scribbled on The back of railway-guides. Does it howl like a hungry Alsatian, Or boom like a military band? Could one give a first-rate imitation On a saw or a Steinway Grand? Is it's singing at parties a riot? Does it only like classical stuff? Will it stop when one wants to be quiet? O tell me the truth about love. I looked inside the summer-house; It wasn't ever there: I tried the Thames at Maidenhead, And Brighton's bracing air. I don't know what the blackbird sang, Or what the tulip said; But it wasn't in the chicken-run, Or underneath the bed. Can it pull extraordinary faces? Is it usually sick on a swing? Does it spend all its time at the races, Or fiddling with pieces of string? Has it views of its own about money? Does it think Patriotism enough? Are its stories vulgar but funny? O tell me the truth about love. When it comes, will it come without warning Just as I'm picking my nose? Will it knock on my door in the morning, Or tread in the bus on my toes? Will it come like a change in the weather? Will its greeting be courteous or rough? Will it alter my life altogether? O tell me the truth about love.

Their Lonely Betters

As I listened from a beach-chair in the shade To all the noises that my garden made, It seemed to me only proper that words Should be withheld from vegetables and birds. A robin with no Christian name ran through The Robin-Anthem which was all it knew, And rustling flowers for some third party waited To say which pairs, if any, should get mated. Not one of them was capable of lying, There was not one which knew that it was dying Or could have with a rhythm or a rhyme Assumed responsibility for time. Let them leave language to their lonely betters Who count some days and long for certain letters; We, too, make noises when we laugh or weep: Words are for those with promises to keep.

Shorts

Pick a quarrel, go to war, Leave the hero in the bar; Hunt the lion, climb the peak: No one guesses you are weak. The friends of the born nurse Are always getting worse. I'm beginning to lose patience With my personal relations: They are not deep, And they are not cheap. I'm for freedom because I mistrust the Censor in office, But if I held the job, my! how severe I should be! When he is well She gives him hell; But she's a brick When he is sick. Those who will not reason Perish in the act; Those who will not act Perish for that reason. Let us honor if we can The vertical man, Though we value none But the horizontal one. Private faces In public places Are wiser and nicer Than public faces In private places. The conversation of birds Say very little, But mean a great deal. Among the mammals Only Man has ears That can display no emotion. In moments of joy All of us wish we possessed A tail we could wag. The shame in ageing is not that Desire should fail (Who mourns for something he no longer needs?): it is That someone else must be told. The tyrant's device: Whatever is Posiible Is Necessary. Passing Beauty still delights him, but he no longer has to turn round. Does God ever judge us by appearances? I suspect that He does. Today two poems begged to be written: I had to refuse them. Sorry, no longer, my dear! Sorry, my precious, not yet! Only look in the mirror to detect a removable blamish, As of the permanent ones already you know quite enough. God never makes knots, But is expert, if asked to, At untying them. A poet's hope: to be, Like some valley cheese, Local, but prized elsewhere.

WORDS

A sentence uttered makes a world appear Where all things happen as it says they do; We doubt the speaker, not the tongue we hear: Words have no word for words that are not true. Syntactically, though, it must be clear; One cannot change the subject half-way through, Nor alter tenses to appease the ear: Arcadian tales are hard-luck stories too. But should we want to gossip all the time, Were fact not fiction for us at its best, Or find a charm in syllables that rhyme, Were not our fate by verbal chance expressed, As rustics in a ring-dance pantomime The Knight at some lone cross-roads of his quest?

Uncle Henry

When the Flyin’ Scot [138] fills for shootin’, I go southward, wisin’ after coffee, leavin’ Lady Starkie. Weady for some fun, visit yearly Wome, Damascus, in Mowocco look for fwesh a — — musin’ places. Where I’ll find a fwend, don’t you know, a charmin’ creature, like a Gweek God and devoted: how delicious! All they have they bwing, Abdul, Nino, Manfwed, Kosta: here’s to women for they bear such lovely kiddies!

138

Flyin’ Scot = Flying Scotchman = "Летучий шотландец" (экспресс Лондон — Эдинбург). Сезон охоты на дичь в Англии и Шотландии длится с сентября по январь. Так что в первых строках дядюшка говорит о наступлении осени

Adolescence

"He maketh me to lie down in green pastures; He leadeth me beside the still waters."

(King James Bible, Psalms 23:2) [139]
By landscape reminded once of his mother's figure The mountain heights he remembers get bigger and bigger With the finest of mapping pens he fondly traces All the family names on the familiar places. In a green pasture straying, he walks by still waters; Surely a swan he seems to earth's unwise daughters, Bending a beautiful head, worshipping not lying, 'Dear' the dear beak in the dear concha crying. Under the trees the summer bands were playing; 'Dear boy, be brave as these roots', he heard them saying: Carries the good news gladly to a world in danger, Is ready to argue, he smiles, with any stranger. And yet this prophet, homing the day is ended, Receives odd welcome from the country he so defended: The band roars 'Coward, Coward', in his human fever, The giantess shuffles near, cries 'Deceiver'.

139

"Он покоит меня на злачных пажитях и водит меня к водам тихим."

(Псалтирь 22:2)

Are You There?

Each lover has some theory of his own About the difference between the ache Of being with his love, and being alone: Why what, when dreaming, is dear flesh and bone That really stirs the senses, when awake, Appears a simulacrum of his own. Narcissus disbelieves in the unknown; He cannot join his image in the lake So long as he assumes he is alone. The child, the waterfall, the fire, the stone, Are always up to mischief, though, and take The universe for granted as their own. The elderly, like Proust, are always prone To think of love as a subjective fake; The more they love, the more they feel alone. Whatever view we hold, it must be shown Why every lover has a wish to make Some kind of otherness his own: Perhaps, in fact, we never are alone.

Blues (For Hedli Anderson)

Ladies and gentlemen, sitting here, Eating and drinking and warming a chair, Feeling and thinking and drawing your breath, Who’s sitting next to you? It may be Death. As a high-stepping blondie with eyes of blue In the subway, on beaches, Death looks at you; And married or single or young or old, You’ll become a sugar daddy and do as you’re told. Death is a G-man. You may think yourself smart, But he’ll send you to the hot-seat or plug you through the heart; He may be a slow worker, but in the end He’ll get you for the crime of being born, my friend. Death as a doctor has first-class degrees; The world is on his panel; he charges no fees; He listens to your chest, says — "You’re breathing. That’s bad. But don’t worry; we’ll soon see to that, my lad." Death knocks at your door selling real estate, The value of which will not depreciate; It’s easy, it’s convenient, it’s old world. You’ll sign, Whatever your income, on the dotted line. Death as a teacher is simply grand; The dumbest pupil can understand. He has only one subject and that is the Tomb; But no one ever yawns or asks to leave the room. So whether you’re standing broke in the rain, Or playing poker or drinking champagne, Death’s looking for you, he’s already on the way, So look out for him tomorrow or perhaps today.

Detective Story

For who is ever quite without his landscape, The straggling village street, the house in trees, All near the church, or else the gloomy town house, The one with the Corinthian pillars, or The tiny workmanlike flat: in any case A home, the centre where the three or four things That happen to a man do happen? Yes, Who cannot draw the map of his life, shade in The little station where he meets his loves And says good-bye continually, and mark the spot Where the body of his happiness was first discovered? An unknown tramp? A rich man? An enigma always And with a buried past but when the truth, The truth about our happiness comes out How much it owed to blackmail and philandering. The rest's traditional. All goes to plan: The feud between the local common sense And that exasperating brilliant intuition That's always on the spot by chance before us; All goes to plan, both lying and confession, Down to the thrilling final chase, the kill. Yet on the last page just a lingering doubt: That verdict, was it just? The judge's nerves, That clue, that protestation from the gallows, And our own smile… why yes… But time is always killed. Someone must pay for Our loss of happiness, our happiness itself.
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